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| Thursday, 9-Oct-2008 10:39 |
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one sad day
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we got back from kajang yesterday......
danial seems not well....slight fever...but he is still active....wants to play with sand...and thereafter swimming with jijah & adeq.....mummy came back from clinic and joined them..... they saw tiny red spot on his bottom...
later that night...he doesnt want to eat....still drinking...but not his milk.....before we went to bed...kamarul said there's red spot on danial's palm & sole...hhmm...could it be hand, foot & mouth disease (HFMD)?.....i didnt want to wake my parents up..as it's already 11.30pm...they got to go to work the next day....
and so this morning....danial woke up at 6.30am....just want to drink plain water....i totally forgotten to inform my mom bout the red spots...
& so i called ayah to inform him bout it...he said..best if go & see my mom...usually she knows what to do....and so later at 12 noon...we make a move to clinic ayer keroh...
she said danial looks ok...minor ulcer...but it might be HFMD...but to get non-bias view...she decided to bring danial to see dr lim bee wah, peads at pantai ayer keroh.
well...true enough...it's HFMD...she flipped danial upper lips & lower lips...menimbun2 ulcers...we didnt realise it.. no wonder he kept complaining 'painnnnn' when he eats or drink...
she gave cataflam & medijel gel...
since then....every 3-4 hours danial will be crying in pain...sian sgt2....he stops drinking his fav milk (where he usually would drink 3-4 times a day)....no solid....except for minimal plain water.feel really sad when i see him crying in pain....
Ya Allah sembuhkan lah sakit anak ku ini....
& when danial cries...i would tell him.. .sabarrr...sabarrr.....ada yg lebih baik yg Allah akan kasik to u... ujian nih skit... inna lillahi wa inna lillahi rajiuunnn
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| Wednesday, 1-Oct-2008 15:34 |
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selamat hari raya aidilfitri
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1 oct 2008
salam aidilfitri to all of u out there....
alhamdulillah we r given d chance to celeb our aidilfitri this year in msia...among the sanak saudara from both sides.
yesterday morning we woke up late...supposedly 8am..ntah camn lak terlajak...finally we left the house at 11.30am..went straight to madam king to find danial's PJ, my baju raya & kamarul's shirts...alhamdulillah found what we've been looking for but my baju raya i bought at a supermarket cina in front of irfan optical (where it once situated)....plain dark blue...navy blue.
balik je rumah...terus basuh all the raya bajussss and lepak for a while..
.then next mission is cooking for tomorrow...i asked makcik amah to cooked sambal daging... i made soto...alhmd with jijah's & nisya's help..it's faster...then next one is specially for my dad.. kerutuk ayam...
alhamd....all said yummy...hehehe...puas hati.....
and today...we woke up at 5.30am....siap2 and terus shoot off to kesang for hari raya. we arrv kesang at 8.15am....then off we go to the mosque for solar raya...danial was left behind with nisya...furthermore he was asleep. i nearly cried when i reached the mosque ( kesang tua mosque)...alhmd..syukur sgt2 Allah still allow me to see this day....celeb raya in kesang...
after solat sunat aidilfitri ..we went to visit the kubur....al-fatihah for tok chem & ayah din...also for tok bedol & nek yang (tok chem's parents)...
went back...prepare food....alhmd..everybody loves the soto....i felt so honored.
then...is the photo session......
right after that we went to visit busu edah...tok busu no longer around...he passed away last year. next is rumah tok itam...terus balik rumah....rest2 and 1.45pm left for sg besar...
kena be fair laa kan...dah dok melaka nearly 5 days....so this evening is sg besar's turn....we arrv safely at 5.30pm....today for bara-an..rumah sg lias is the first....alhmd we arrv just in time.
after isyak....is the salam2 session...plus duit raya & then santa claus given all the goodies... alhmd i have some sense to buy each |& everyone of kamarul's family member a gift...including the kiddos....kalau ikut dia..sumer x yah.... learnt from my past mistake....bila dgr sgt ckp hubby...mcm nih laaa....kalau ikut dia chocolate pon x yah beli byk2.....hampeh...mmg xleh dgr... tak sampai hati tgk muka kiddos ...
ok laa...danial is sleepy...darling hubby dah selamat....
insyallah..till we meet again....
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| Saturday, 27-Sep-2008 14:29 |
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air tebu
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alhamdulillah...
we arrived klia dgn selamat nyer at 2.15pm...jijah picked us up....then gi rumah nilai jap to freshen up and terusss menerus balik melaka.
alhamdulillah arrived safely....terus danial being scooped by granny who had long awaited for him....followed by others.
terus gi main pasir kat pantai....and played baseball...then he wanted to swim....but since sumer puasa maka xde laa merasa swimming....
as for myself...alhmd buka puasa makan nasi lemak daun pisang, rendang ayam.....& the best of all is....AIR TEBU....i had long for it......2 years ....to be exact.....alhamdulillah....puas hati....really appreciate every single drop....syukur Allah still alow tekak nih merasa minum air tebu....
something not nice happened....right before we wanted to bath danial...he was playing in the livingroom...suddenly i heard his loud cry....accidentally he knocked his head kat bucu meja. pity my mom lak x pasal2 kena marah.....she too felt deeply guilty....
alhmd...just a small cut.....
gave him milk...terus tido...
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| Friday, 26-Sep-2008 14:27 |
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bagaikan burung
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heheheh...ntah2 hape2 laa tajuk entry....
bascially just nak kasik tau that we'll be going back to msia today...naik etihad from manchester...
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| Thursday, 25-Sep-2008 04:54 |
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ingatkan dah takmo kelua....
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hhhmmm....
lama gak waiting for it to come out....& finally it did.....
hehehe..... berita harian salam aidilfitri
nih gambo ntah bebila lak....xde hanto pon boleh kelua....dah lak tuh gambo jaman batu... heheh...actually tawon lepasss (2006) click here to view
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| Tuesday, 23-Sep-2008 16:40 |
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update on farhan
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today...once again we went to sheffield to visit farhan.....nurul & sham came along
kak zu & tarik seems happier as compared to when we visited them on sunday..yesterday afternoon went for scan...and now the brain is taking over back all the duty..unlike previously depending 100% on the machine.....k.zu said last night farhan responded...struggling mcm nak bgn and remove all the wires....both she & tarik takut sgt2...but doctor said it's a positive sign...very2 good indeed.
basically doctor said the vein mcm tersimpul...and mcm bubble yg 'jam'. ...as a result of that...blood & oxygen was not moving properly....& lama2.... finally the bubble meletup!... mayb....mayb he knocked his head to yg sebabkan....this thing actually had happened for a long time...just tunggu masa for it to pop...rapture jer..when farhan first came in...his chances of living was only 10%....
and now....alhamdulillah due to a good respond, since last night....farhan mcm 90% chances of living.....the doctor drained 40% of blood from the affected area...couldnt do all as it might cause complication....& now hoping the remaining 60% will merge with other parts & being absorbed.
...hhmmm...my explanation....as a layman in the medical world..
alhamdulillah...berkat doa ramai2.....
both k.zu & tarik pon looks more ceria than before.
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| Sunday, 21-Sep-2008 00:12 |
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extremely shocking
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farhan, farah, danial & nadirah (Jan 2008)
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one of farhan's pose
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extremely shocking news that we received early this morning....and this is roughly how it happened...()as i understand.....
farhan...tarik & zu's son was in ICU after a cerebral hemorrhage....he told his parents yesterday evening around 3pm that he knocked his head kat gate....thinking that he's ok.... he went out to play....but an hour later he came home 'sakittt kepala'...and then vomitted.. & so he slept...wake up again...screaming 'sakittttt' while holding his head and vomit again... both parents chk the whole head...no bruise or any benjol (swollen) ...he slept again...and when he woke up...vomit again.....so tarik brought him to the hospital....
doctor did routine chk....chk his left eye ..pupil responded....but NOT on the right...and so they scanned...found a blood clot....explained to the parents around 10pm..11 pm...did emergency surgery till 3am.....alhamdulillah farhan is in stable condition...but had to be observed within the next 48 critical hours...
and this afternoon....we went to visit farhan at children hospital in sheffield...sedih tuh mmg dah tak boleh bendung...after seeing kak zu...& then tarik's red teary eye...sad + no sleep at all...
farhan..i know u r a fighter...like batman & spiderman....so insyallah ....dgn izin Allah everything will be ok....all of us doa for speedy recovery...
and..to all of u ..who are currently reading...pls doa for farhan tarik moga cepat sembuh...tq so much for ur prayer...aminnnn....
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| Friday, 5-Sep-2008 00:00 |
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my 1st minute of my 30 years old life...
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alhamdulillah....Allah still panjangkan umur....
i'm in my 1st minutes of my 30 years old life....
1st birthday wish came from my hubby.....
but few minutes ago...my mom already wished.....
birthday e-card from my darling hubby..
a huge tq to all readers for the lovely wish...... 
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| Thursday, 4-Sep-2008 23:59 |
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my last day..as a 29 years old gal....
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alhamdulillah.....Allah allows me to live in this world for the past 29 years......
what have i achieved in life...especially within the last decade?....
1) prior to 1998 ...after several mistakes ...too harsh..i'll prefer 'mishap' or 'challenging stage'...i finally entered IIUM matriculation centre and did my matric in law....whereas i was already admitted in 1996!....so..u could imagine what i have to go through within that 2 years! (to 1998).....but alhamdulillah...looking at the bright side...i make a lot of friends.... experiencing life...get know my darling hubby since march 1997....and many more wonderful memories.....so...it is still a blesing in disguise....
.back to matriculation centre story...alhamdulillah i got exemption for my english...and therefore i'm able to do a speedy of 1 years matric (instead of 2 years like most of them)
2) end of 1999...i was in my 1st year reading my LLB at IIUM main campus, gombak.
3) in the new millenium year of 2000...my darling dear proposed on my birthday...and alhamdulillah right before ramadhan, we got engaged....
4) 21 Jan 2001.....alhamdulillah....we made it official...dengan sekali lafaz...(the famous phrase)...i became a wife to kamarul ariffin.....ya ya ya....i got married during my studying years....during my 3rd year to be exact....
5) 2002....nothing great happened....
6) early 2003....i cried after my last paper...alhamdulillah..finally abis jugak my LLB degree......few months after that....i went to LA along with my hubby, nisya & my mom...had wonderful time there...and then i was accepted as a chambering student..
7) May 2004..i was called to the Bar...admitted as a Barrister & Sollicitor in the High Court..however, i didnt practice...but got a job at BHLB Trustee as legal executive.. and...alhamdulillah...i got pregnant....saw the baby's heartbeat...nana came along...but 2 week later...when kamarul went with me....we see nothing in the sac... takde rezqi...Allah tak izin kan.....end of sept i had D&C...
2005...alhamdulillah...i got pregnant again......but challenging life......
9) Jan 2006...alhamdulillah...i gave birth to a beautiful muslim...adding ummat Nabi Muhammad s.a.w....we named him Muhammad Danial...2 weeks after the miracle...we got another great news...something that we have been waiting all this while....darling hubby will be pursuing his PhD in Univ of Leeds....and so we left for Leeds in end of May 2006.......
one sad memoir...i got pregnant again ....but when went for a scan..no heartbeat... another miscarriage..... and after 2 days celebrating my birthday...i went for another D&C....
10) 2007....alhamdulillah everything is ok here in leeds....but kamarul had to follow his supervisor who change univ....and so now he is a Univ of Lancaster phd candidate....we didnt move to lancaster but decided to stay put in leeds...
11) and today....4th sept 2008....i'm currently typing in front of this notebook in my living room at Luxor avenue house, harehills...while nisya is sleeping on the couch...danial already gone up to sleep...and my darling dear is sitting behind me with another notebook....and few minutes ago i was talking to a person who had given birth to me 29 years and 59 minutes .....yes...my one & only darling mommy.....i nearly cry....(despite having a running nose)..hehehe.....she wished happy birthday to me....
and..another few more seconds...i'll become 30.....the BIG THREE 'O' club!....
alhamdulillah...i thank Allah for everything that i got...everything that i experienced...ups & downs in life....and alhamdulillah it is during ramadhan i'll turn 30 shortly....
i hope the best in life.....with my family & friends......and the most important is a blessing from Allah...with lots of rezqi, rahmat & barakah & mawaddah in life.......plus more children...insyallah....
so...tq all for reading this note.....
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| Thursday, 4-Sep-2008 18:07 |
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salam perantau lagik....
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and today.....
danial's turn to be in salam perantau... click here to view
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